2022.01.27 05:16 trueLuminus WORD on Wet Windows | FREE Rain on Window Effects for Your Videos [0 Views]
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2022.01.27 05:16 ItisYeHampster “You’re strong than me and you know it”, he chuckled, “so just help me with this one thing”
The bone sticking out from his shoulder, told us both he’d never make it out so I grabbed onto his neck, with both hands as he slid beneath the water
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2022.01.27 05:16 Special-Oven-1041 Communities are great, BUT there are some people who ruin it so let’s see who wins a DEATH BATTLE. Score: how to destroy a fandom
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2022.01.27 05:16 olivialannan My latest drawing - what’s your interpretation?
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2022.01.27 05:16 FlipyHippie So I chopped today. I'm happy with the results, this my second grow and it's much better then the first. Although I feel like my canopy is not that great. How do I make sure I'm not harming main colas when trimming so I can only have big nugs? I know genetics matter but I feel this is my doing
2022.01.27 05:16 Brilliant-Dance-6059 Armin is so hot
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2022.01.27 05:16 rkp1234br China aceptará tokens, pero sólo si los controla el Gobierno: crea una plataforma de NTF estatal tras ilegalizar las criptos
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2022.01.27 05:16 Expert_Physical W: 60-80K steel H:20k caps
2022.01.27 05:16 12345_yes Question for dutchies. Where can I buy some cinder blocks (betonblokken)? Want to build some additional bonsai benches. Previously bought a bunch of blocks on 'marktplaats'. Now I seem to only find websites that sell them buy the hundreds. Thanks.
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2022.01.27 05:16 AndyNDYro Schimbări în Codul Rutier: Noi sancţiuni şi amenzi majorate pentru șoferi
2022.01.27 05:16 imafcngod Conversion therapy
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2022.01.27 05:16 Taylor__420 need help pls
been tryna download a song off YouTube to sample for couple hours now, used to be able to easily a few years ago but now the only sites that I can find either download files that can't be used on logic or don't download at all and seem sketchy like some virus shit, some help would be very useful rn, thank you
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2022.01.27 05:16 TarunFuleraJi Structure Of Business Management Essay
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2022.01.27 05:16 xanax101010 depois da treta do antiwork, nada como ver uma explicação dessas, mais didático impossível
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2022.01.27 05:16 Giac104 Odds of an X-force Kurt Darkholme/Nightcrawler figure soon?
It's weird to me that Nightcrawler is the only member of uncanny X-force without a figure (besides Eva who'd need an entirely new sculpt) when his sculpt already exists and would be a really easy repaint to do. We have X-force Deathlok who only wore that uniform for like 2 issues but no Nightcrawler who had some of the best moments from that entire run. Combine that with the recent Age of Apocalypse wave and it's really weird to me that that we haven't had Darkholme in his AoA suit or his X-force suit
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2022.01.27 05:16 mr_music_video Would you get your license plate changed to "Assman" for a net for $5? Why or why not?
2022.01.27 05:16 kubas2929 AI should blob more
AI is not agressive at all. in my recent game of PLC only Florance, Brandenburg, and Bosnia blobed. Ottomans bearly took any lands in Africa, Timurids took their subjects, hordes haven't broken Ming. Spain, of course, got some lands in the Americas but it has no real consequences coz when a colonial nation takes 184561390485613 months to move troops. no real challenge in this game. I am playing very hard.
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2022.01.27 05:16 _gucci_condom_ Not washing jeans
Not washing jeans is popular in fashion, because then the jeans lose pigment, shape, and it leads to blowouts (holes in the crotch) I don't even wash them if I get them from the thrift store. Am i weird?
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2022.01.27 05:16 ThirstyChtulu2007 I don't know how, but after 12 days from the last one, I got another one!
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2022.01.27 05:16 iwishyouwerestraight Coming to terms with the aftermath of a bad relationship. How do I even recover? How can I make it go away?
So quick trigger warning, this will talk about suicide, abuse, etc. If any of that makes you feel uncomfortable or brings up awful feelings and trauma, I strongly recommend you not having to read this. Also on mobile. Sorry for any formatting.
Basically, over a year ago (December 2020) my boyfriend of nine months broke up with me. If you want the full story about what happened and how I felt then, here’s a link Reading it is probably important to get the context at the time and how I felt then, but honestly for the most part feel free to just read the TL;DR of that post. But if you don’t wanna do that, he basically broke up with me because I was too ugly for him and my looks just didn’t do it for him.
But after that, to make things short, he left three days later, and I was devastated. I called the suicide hotline twice, I posted an askreddit question asking what to do when life felt like it wasn’t worth living, and I even went to therapy because… I didn’t know what else to do. I ended up gaining 40 pounds… and there was the thought in the back of my head that dying was the only option… but I couldn’t do it.
Life had to move on however. I graduated high school, I got a job, I’ve started college, and eventually at some point the initial hurt had went away. However, over the course of time it brought to light a new hurt that I never thought about and revelations that have deeply upset but also help me come to terms with it all.
I didn’t really notice anything until July of last year during my city’s Pride event. It was my first Pride and I was so excited to go but something was…wrong. Despite the amazing show going on and the amazing atmosphere, I felt like I didn’t belong. I felt like I was being judged at every corner. I felt too ugly to even be there and that I should just leave. I didn’t deserve to be there. I’m not pretty enough to be around these people. They are all secretly laughing at me and they all wonder what my disgusting face and body is doing here.
From that point on, I’ve developed anxiety around gay men. It’s gotten a lot better, but I still have the voice in the back of my head telling me I’m not good enough nor will I ever be good enough for anyone. Sometimes I see a gay man and think why bother? He’d never be interested in me and frankly there’s probably someone better anyway.
But regardless of that, I have to get to the main reason why I’m typing this today. Over the course of the year, I’ve realized that things in my relationship actually weren’t good, and that I was played like a fiddle.
Basically, it all boils down to the phrase that there is No Colombia. That there never would be a Colombia. My ex was Colombian, and he said that someday he would take me to Colombia and we would explore and I would get to experience the culture and everything would be great. But now I’ve come to realize Colombia was a lie. He would say how good I looked sometimes only for it to turn out that was all a lie because of the very reason he broke up with me. He lied about the future he envisioned for us. He lied every time he told me he loved me.
He never loved me. He only went with me because I was available. He knew I wanted him and he knew he could do what he wanted with me. It was a struggle for him to say those words in the first place and I always felt like it was my job to be sure he didn’t leave me.
And this whole thing is made worse when there were several points where I should have left.
I should have left when he told me that he could leave me for someone else.
I should have left when he always made references to him “dating down” when referring to me, and that I was “dating out of my lane.”
I should have left when he made jokes about cheating on me or leaving me for someone else when he knew I was uncomfortable with that.
I should have left when he joked about hitting me.
I should have left when we disrespected my boundaries and personal life just so I could watch him play video games all night.
I should have let when I developed an eating disorder out of fear he would leave me if I didn’t lose weight fast enough.
I should have left when my friend had to call me after we were all in a call together to ask me if I was okay after what he had said.
I should have left when he would constantly put me down.
I should have left when he admitted to me the day after it happened that he would have left me for a friend he knew I was suspicious of if that friend had said yes to dating him.
I should have left when I asked that friend what I should do and he told me to leave him.
I should have realized a 17 year old me shouldn’t have been dating a 20-21 year old man.
I should have realized early on I was being love bombed.
I should have realized I could never be the person he wanted me to be.
But I stayed. I stayed because I felt like he was all I could ever have. He was handsome, kind at times, funny, charming… I thought he was everything I could ever want. All my life I just wanted someone to love me. A boyfriend that I could do fun things with. I would finally lose my virginity and a man would whisk me away. I tried dating other guys but it never worked out. They were never interested in me. Mostly because I was too ugly for them. Gay dating is already tough as is, and I felt like he was the only option I had left.
The life of my dreams was finally mine. And I gave him all of the love in the world… but I don’t think he even gave a baseball sized amount in return.
I feel so stupid. Of course how could anyone ever love me? Why didn’t I leave earlier? Why did I let myself get treated this way?
It all still haunts me. The regrets, the torment, the pain… it’s like a disease I want to cure badly. A debilitating disease that gets better some days but always comes back to make me feel even worse. How do I forget this? How can I make this disease go away? How can I get my life back? How do I get over my fears? How can I even cope with this? How can I just make the bad feeling go away or at least… not infiltrate my head and leave me in depressed states everyone?
TL;DR: Ex broke up with over a year ago causing lots of pain and inner turmoil. Life went on, but of course as the initial pain went away new ones set in.
I developed a lot of anxiety around gay men in general and I’m always worried that they’re judging me. It’s gotten better but overall how do I get over the feeling that they’re judging me and thinking that I’m a disgusting human being?
And then I realized my ex was awful to me. I let myself get treated the way I did, and I feel like all my pain is just a disease. I want this disease to go away or at least find a way to make it not hurt so bad. I want my life back. I want to date again and actually feel happy again.
Thank you for reading.
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2022.01.27 05:16 bobbytoyese HOW TO MANAGE CRD'S (Chronic Respiratory Disease) IN CHICKEN AND OTHER POULTRY BIRDS
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2022.01.27 05:16 Lickthecactus Do certain people make you hyper? If so, who?
Does anybody else find this? I’m normally fairly staid and calm as a person, and have always been described as “mature” by others.
But there have been a few people over the years who have brought my silly side out. When I was a kid, it was my grandparent’s friend, Gerry (we all have the uncles who aren’t actually uncles) who would often come over to work on the garden and then spend the evening drinking with them.
I would turn into a hyper ball of energy when I was with Gerry, talking faster, talking total gibberish, running around and jumping up and down. Even “boring” things would seem thrilling to me such as taking grass cuttings to the tip 😂
Did anybody else have somebody like that growing up? Or do you still have them?
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2022.01.27 05:16 CarnivorousL is that horse from horse around in spider guy???
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2022.01.27 05:16 Kleiist This fell off of my truck, do you think it’s fine to drive?