Sometimes I wish I didn’t have emotions or feelings.

Not only do I not wish for a mental health version of Dr. Fauci to give daily briefings, I think the existing version of Dr. Fauci needs to leave the public eye. I started out an admirer: Wow, here we have someone with these decades of experience in infectious disease study, advising the president and communicating very clearly to the public as ... I waited for the flood of feelings I was sure would come. The sadness, the anger, the grief. But it didn’t — not for months. It’s like I had frozen or lost emotions, which triggered guilt: the one emotion that pulled through because I couldn’t feel the others. Finally, on the day of her funeral, I cried. Hard. Sometimes I ask for bravery Like dolphins in the deep, Because time moves oh so slowly, And sometimes the road is steep. Sometimes I want to scream. This was not what I had planned. Why you ever suffered, A mom can't understand. Sometimes I hear your laughter And remember you at play, But My Child I always miss you. Not sometimes, but every day. 6. Criteriological work on religious emotions. In a book that Kierkegaard didn’t publish but rewrote many times (On Authority and Revelation), he reflected about the case of a Hegelian pastor, a certain Adolph Peter Adler, who claimed to have had a revelation from Jesus Christ. By comparison with most of his contemporaries in the Danish ... „sometimes you wish you could erase their face from your memories, because sometimes you think you‘d be better off without their face replaying in your thoughts at night. but you don’t regret them, because when you look back on the memories you‘re reminded that there‘s someone that amazing out there. and maybe this time ist didn‘t ... I looked over the forum, but it didn't seem to have what I was looking for. And overall the question felt like it was a simple answer of "Yes, you can only get +3/+2". I can understand space being an issue if we wanted to really delve in to all the nitty stuff, but all I wanted to know was if aura related decor could give a max of +2 or +3 due ... The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it. Loneliness doesn’t KILL, but sometimes I wish it DID. Some say it’s painful to wait for someone. Some say it’s painful to forget someone. But the worst pain comes when you don’t know whether to wait or forget. Not only is Demon Slayer:Kimetsu no Yaiba is considered one of the best anime of 2019, but one of the best adventure fantasy animes of all time. It follows Tanjirou Kamado, whose family was slaughtered by a demon. He manages to rescue his sister, Nezuko, but she has turned into a demon.

2022.01.17 01:41 dancingwiththepope Sometimes I wish I didn’t have emotions or feelings.

There’s some days that I just want to lay in bed and do nothing. On these days, I just wish I didn’t have any feelings. I am so tired of feeling pain. Getting hurt.
I am so tired of this world’s cruelty. People hurting people. People hurting animals. People killing forests. Liars. Thieves. Rapists. Dictators. Corruption. It feels like a never ending nightmare.
I wish I wasn’t so attached to people and my pets. Sometimes I just want lay in bed and cry. I just want the pain to go away. On these days I wish I were devoid of emotion.
There are some days that I wake up so happy. Feel like nothing can ruin my day. 2 hours later I’m feeling like shit.
I feel like an outcast. I always try to get close to people, but in the end I’m almost always “forgotten”. I wish I was invited to certain events. And when it doesn’t happen, I feel sad.
Lately my only solace has been studying and reading fiction books. Sometimes videogames but I’ve been playing considerably less.
I am woman and yet I’m afraid of being a woman in this world. I have terrible intrusive thoughts. I fear that I might be sick. I fear for my life. I have tokophobia. I am afraid of trusting people.
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2022.01.17 01:41 Misael_91 Any advice in taking my Senior Thesis class this semester?

So I’m a History major, almost done with my degree and just recently applied for graduation. I have less than 20 units left and taking the majority of my classes this semester and finishing my last 3 in the fall.
The senior thesis class is called the senior seminar course at My college and I don’t know what to expect from it. All I know is that I’m required to write this big 20+ research paper on any historical topic of my choosing. And I have to do well on it in order to get my degree. So I’m obviously nervous and stressing about this class.
Far as my grades go I’m averaging all Bs, have a 3.0 GPA and haven’t failed any classes.
Im so closed to the finish line which is keeping me motivated but I’m also mentally tired. It’s my 4th semester here and we are going back to online/zoom lectures. Although I don’t mind it I did wanted to do the thesis course in person.
Like I said im just tired mentally. Im running out of student loans and barely going to be able to pay this semesters courses and going to have to pull out more to finish my last semester and towards my credential program which im also stressing about.
For those who may have gone through what I’m going through atm, shy advice?
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2022.01.17 01:41 lazsik Here's my cover of Attack on Titan Season 4 Part 2's Ending, Akuma no Ko!

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2022.01.17 01:41 goofypee need help with account info

i recently got my first credit card and i wanted to add the info onto my playstation so i could buy a game. the problem is i already have 3 on there. my uncles, moms and dads. it won’t let me add another and i cannot delete one because this playstation is a hand me down from my uncle who cannot remember the password and no longer has access to the email thats signed into the playstation account. is there anyways for me to fix this without making a new account??
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2022.01.17 01:41 GreenMint2278 I'm so happy I got this ~w~ Traditional Karma is the best 975 RP skin imo P.S. I am actually fron Garena Server they have these Events weekly where you can gamble your RP idk if that's allowed

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2022.01.17 01:41 jerkwithacamera I see your muddy jeep and raise you a snowy one.

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2022.01.17 01:41 dogmomofone Why does my dog jump sideways?

We always joked it was because he was a bit tubby, but he’s pretty in line with a heathy pup of his age and breed (5 years, 16 lbs).
We noticed when he was young, he’d prefer being lifted onto the couch and bed, even though they weren’t very high for him. He started developing this strange habit where he’d face parallel to the object of furniture he’d be trying to get on, and almost do a double jump and pull himself up on the second attempt. I’ll have to get it on video one of these days, but he totally makes it look like he’s doing some sweet parkour.
I’d say he’s just small, but his 3 year old brother who is a couple inches shorter and only weighs about 12 lbs has absolutely no issue getting on any furniture. Even my parent’s bed, which is almost 3 feet off the ground. However getting on that bed for my 5 yo dog is just an absolutely impossible task.
Any other dog owners experience this with their dogs, or have any ideas as to why my dog possibly jumps sideways instead of running and jumping straight on like most?
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2022.01.17 01:41 TheRedditWorld Nicehash crashing

I’m new to bitcoin mining, and Nicehash crashes on an AMD. It doesnt even start up. I have no idea why it happens, and I am using the one that isn’t quickminer, and is compatible with AMD.
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2022.01.17 01:41 jcreddit19 Teradici Firmware Help

So I set up a rack-mount workstation for my homelab and dropped a dell tera2220 host card in it. It all worked just great till I got a new monitor and want to run at 3840x1600 resolution, apparently, I need the 20.01 or newer firmware to run that resolution, sadly I'm stuck on 17.01. I tried emailing Teradici to pay for a support contract (I read it was like $36/USD for a single host card support license), but I can't get anyone there to email me back so I can give them my money! Barring that, can anyone assist me in getting the 20.01 or newer firmware for a TERA2240?
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2022.01.17 01:41 boazmma 180 Double Bacon Spike

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2022.01.17 01:41 gabypou N.2 of the collection element. Is now listed {50%handmade/50%digital},unique art nft --->link in comment

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2022.01.17 01:41 Realistic-Special-88 Detectar golpe

Como hago para que un aldeano detecte un golpe, ya sea con espada, mano o lo que sea ? y cuando reciba el golpe diga "Auch", "No me pegues " y "Basta>:c"
pd: es en java en la 1.18.1
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2022.01.17 01:41 ssf2fan12 make ssf2 on chrome os it not fair flash dosen work no more

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2022.01.17 01:41 Sean-Yoshi Which one would you play first?

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2022.01.17 01:41 Zayniac iPhone vs Android for podcasting?

Hi there community!
I'm due for a technology refresh - and as I'd like to start a podcast this year, was hoping for some feedback on how that might shape my decision!
I'm looking at getting either an iPhone or Android (Pixel) device (and then down the road, a Mac or a PC.) If I'd like to use the phone as part of my setup, is one option superior, based on the apps available for the platform?
Reading through posts on here it seems like people who do use their phone use it for mobile recording - plugging microphones in to - and sometimes mixing. I was wondering whether any Android specific features - running two apps at the same time, or the Google Recorder app would be needed? Not sure if people use Recorder to get transcripts of their podcasts made for them.
Thank you very much!!
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2022.01.17 01:41 CriticalIOS141 Wtf did the swordfish even do to u

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2022.01.17 01:41 Safecoliseum Airdrop Event

Airdrop Event Good News for BNB holders📷📷 Safecoliseum token Airdrop for all participants. 📷Just Follow and leave your BNB address in comment Snapshot will be taken on 11 Jan and Distribution starts the same day #Safecoliseum #SCOLT #Airdrops #AirdropStar #Giveaways #Binance📷 #BSC #Bitcoin
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2022.01.17 01:41 snakeindagrasss Pavlov VR World Record For Throwing Knife Distance?

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2022.01.17 01:41 fenzyjane Anyone looking for plugs on here?

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2022.01.17 01:41 Longjumping-Ad2613 WOW calling a homelessman an animal.

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2022.01.17 01:41 The_K_Dubs 1TB Samsung 870 EVO Sata Vs 1TB 970 EVO plus M.2 NVMe.

I only have an HDD as of right now and want to buy an SSD. I need more storage as it is and want the speed upgrade as well. I was looking at the 1TB Samsung 870 EVO Sata and the 1TB 970 EVO plus M.2 NVMe. If I was planning on putting my OS and games on the ssd, which one would be the better option?
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2022.01.17 01:41 Ringonus My attempts are futile but this is at least something. Right?

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2022.01.17 01:41 hottea_bae I hate Julia Fox

Strange title I know but this woman will forever be associated with my realization that I have BPD. For the longest time I thought that I was severely depressed which I am to an extent. There was certain behaviors/emotions I’d experience and I never understood why I was wired that way. From feeling like I’m completely worthless to my rash acts of self harm. Even my shopping sprees, which didn’t really feel like a splurge because I mostly thrift or buy one thing that high in price. It feel like you have an exposed nerve and are really sensitive. I really thought I was just a screwed up individual…(to some level) but it scary and a relief to find a name for it.
Now why I’m associating Julia Fox with my diagnosis, I was listening to a podcast about her recent exposure with Kanye West and her plastic surgery. The podcaster had sources close to Julia that informed her of being very BPD, idk if she’s been formally diagnosed but when she went through the list of traits it was like checking off boxes of a grocery list!!! After a lil panic and some pillow talk with my bf I came her to find some to connect with or at least find a place where I “fit in”. So hello I’m new to this and as scared as I am from here on I’m also really looking forward to defining myself through all of it.
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2022.01.17 01:41 HelicopterKooky7029 CANT SEEM TO

Can't seem to
Capture this moment with ink
Pain so deep
It's a grind to blink
Can't seem to
Forget your name
Hide my shame
Making new friends
To scared for new flames
Can't seem to
See thru this rain storm of you
Blinded by shadows of two
I guess new stories are few
Can't seem to
Find flowers for you
Yellow roses don't bloom
I'm burnt by the losses assumed
Bent by the chances we blew
Sometimes I seem to
Pray the best for you
Hope the past will new
Keep my promise to you
Never give lies
A chance at the truth
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2022.01.17 01:41 Spirited-Buffalo2713 Alan Horton on Twitter

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