2021.11.30 12:47 homicidal_penguin Today's practice lines
Sens Tuesday practice lines:
Tkachuk Norris Batherson
Stützle Paul CBrown
Formenton Gaudette Sanford
Gambrell Tierney Watson
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2021.11.30 12:47 jhinnysons I have been vilified and ostracized at every step of my journey as a single father and now even my own daughter despises me.
Im a 56 year old man.
For as long as I can remember I have always wanted to be a father. I always dreamed of pushing my little girl on the swings and seeing her grow up into something incredible.
I always had terrible luck with dating. I’ve rarely had a second date. I’ve been stood up more times than I can count.
I have been told by several women when cutting our dating short that I’m “too adult,” “too romantic,” “not manly enough,” and “pathetic.”
After a little over a decade of this and years of therapy, I managed to get myself to a place mentally where I was content to be without a life partner.
But I still wanted to be a father very badly despite nobody wanting to join me on that journey.
So I worked very hard for 6 years and saved every dime until I had enough money to afford a surrogate who was willing to undergo in-vitro. I considered adoption, but I decided I wanted a biological child.
The woman I found to be the surrogate was reasonable enough and she agreed straight away that she wanted to remain anonymous from the child after birth. She did not want any visitation or involvement. I was completely fine with that.
The first year after my beautiful daughter Emily was born, I started to lose friends and even family members stopped talking to me.
My closest friend at the time told me he was extremely uncomfortable with my arrangement and said I should try to get married or get a girlfriend to help with raising Emily.
I had no problem raising Emily on my own. I gave her everything I had. But I didn’t want to lose more friends so I tried to date again.
I had more luck getting more first dates this time around, but when it came time to talk about Emily, I could always see horror and disgust in the eyes of whatever woman I was in a date with.
They were mostly confused with the situation and would keep asking why I felt the need to have a surrogate. “Why not just wait til I was married?”
I tried to explain that I had tried to date before and it had never worked out and I didn’t want to miss out on the chance to be a father just cuz I couldn’t get a girlfriend. During this time in my life, I NEVER had a second date.
I gave up on dating for the second time and continued to raise Emily on my own. I’d set up a college fund for her years before I ever hired the surrogate. I continued to pay into this and also put every dime I had into her education. I paid for the best tutors I could afford, and when she showed an interest in dance, tennis and eventually violin, I paid for the best coaches I could find.
In the early years, Emily and I were the best of friends. She was my princess and could do no wrong in my eyes.
In her teens she started getting bullied at school. Kids called her “test tube baby” and other nasty names. This is around the time that Emily started to resent me.
She began asking questions I wasn’t sure how to answer yet like where was her mother. The best I could do was tell her that there are many different types of families; some have two dads or two moms. Some have just one mom or one dad.
As she got even older, these answers were not enough anymore. I explained to her when she was 18 that her mom was a surrogate and that I have always been her only parent. She demanded to see her mother. When I told her I had no idea how to get in touch with her, she moved away.
She left me a note saying she hated me and that I was selfish for wanting to be a dad so bad that would ruin her life to make it happen.
I never intended to ruin her life. I tried so hard to give her a good life and make sure all of her needs were met.
I don’t have any savings, I put every dollar toward her future. My daughter changed her phone number a few weeks ago so I have no idea how to contact her or where to find her.
I talked to police but they said she’s not technically missing because she’s an adult and wasn’t in my custody when she left.
I’m 56 now and have virtually no friends, no family who talks to me and no savings.
And now the only thing that every gave me true happiness is gone as well.
I’m so confused. I was raised to be kind and giving and respectful and to care deeply about those around me. But this never seemed to be enough for anyone and now I am more alone than I have ever been.
What should I do and how can I reconcile this?
Tl;dr: all I ever wanted was to be a good father but my pursuit of this has left me alone and penniless and without thanks.
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2021.11.30 12:47 Small-University-875 Day 1
Today's the day, no more jerkin. Long story short I'm a husband, a father to two boys, I have been doing this way too much and started reading into it and I have big time brain fog lately. I wouldn't necessarily call it a porn addiction, because a lot of the time I actually will think about my wife and I have memories of certain times we've had sex that get me going and I don't need porn. I have been working from home since covid and since our boys are little and the house is chaos I work in our basement, alone, in the quiet. That alone has sort of taken a toll on me and my social well being, but it has also opened the door to basically jerk it at any given time simply because I can and I know nobody will ever know it.
I think I am making sex and nutting too big a part of my life and need to really get out of this habit. My wife and I are sexually active, as much as I'd like? No of course not, but we still do. I rub her back, ass, and legs when we go to bed, knowing it's not getting me anything, but I still get hard sometimes while doing that and it gives me blue balls which will often times lead me to wanting to release that built up tension. My wife enjoys sex, but also could never have sex again and be totally happy. I guess I'm more of an addict about it. I know there's so much more to life that I'm not seeing because I'm down here in my office cave thinking about my next nut. I have read some great things on here already and am looking forward to starting this journey.
I am going to try and do push ups, or hop on the elliptical when an urge presents itself. Anyways I guess I'm really ranting here huh, wasn't the easiest thing to spit this out but I think it's a good first step...
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2021.11.30 12:47 MagicianMountain6573 How is Ken Carson’s name
2021.11.30 12:47 ShinyLumeo Pushinka/Strelka Bloodline Tracking?
Pushinka’s Wikipedia page mentions that she has known descendants as of 2015. Is there any pedigree or way of tracking the bloodline up until current day?
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2021.11.30 12:47 Vellnerd Exclusive American release album by The BEATLES
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2021.11.30 12:47 CurtisGresham 32??
I guess I have missed a lot. I have asked countless times on discord and no one ever answers me, so I assume no one on there actually knows either. So I'll ask on here, what is 32?
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2021.11.30 12:47 hashtag-fuck-shari Outstanding story
2021.11.30 12:47 TheRazzDazzler18 Which holiday do you all celebrate??
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2021.11.30 12:47 Multiverse_Queen What the kentucky fried frick does this mean 😃
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2021.11.30 12:47 zylohzz lil uzi complete
2021.11.30 12:47 Tolnin (Don't worry, I won't/don't want to grief anybody) Does anybody know where to find a good free mod menu?
I really hate grinding games, they really take the fun out of it for me, but also I absolutely love everything else about this game. I do the same thing on GTAO. I don't use my mod menu to grief or disrupt others at all. All I use it for is to get money because I hate grinding, and then I goof off with my friends and keep to myself and don't bother others. I know you guys hate modders but hopefully you don't mind the peaceful ones that are just here to make the game better for themselves without annoying other players. Thanks in advance
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2021.11.30 12:47 foxyFood Trying to decide whether to remove this spike. This Phal spent the better part of the 13months I’ve had her in spike or bloom, and foliar and root growth has suffered. Now the leaves are starting to wrinkle. What do you all think?
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2021.11.30 12:47 Substantial_Kale_945 One of the packages arrived! Thank you so much to u/Delbus & u/geminerva she’s going to be so excited to open these Christmas Day 😊
2021.11.30 12:47 iamjagdeeprawat Once you see it, you won't unseen it.
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2021.11.30 12:47 chasetheart ChaseTheArt.eth
2021.11.30 12:47 svanapps How To Invest In Cryptocurrency: 6 Steps
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2021.11.30 12:47 JiveMotherfucker Portraits I made of BONES and Xavier Wulf
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2021.11.30 12:47 Heyitsmesabris I dont´t know how to solve this problem. Thanks in advance
An amusement park has two entrance plans. In plan A, entry costs R$1365 and you pay R$6 for each ride on a toy, on plan B, entry costs R$78 and you pay R$39 for each ride on the toy. If x is the number of turns the person makes of the toys, then what inequality represents the numbers of turns x such that plan A is cheaper than plan B?
Choose an option:
a. 1365+6x < 78+39x
b. 6x < 39x
c. 1365+6x < 78x+39
d. 1365x+6 < 78+39x
e. 1365x+6 < 78x+39
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2021.11.30 12:47 NewsElfForEnterprise How Anderson .Paak found his 'Shang-Chi' song at 4 in the morning
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2021.11.30 12:47 Character_Taste_3922 Proof Riggs threw the match to Billie Jean King
Just got this today...
Another very interesting guy for you to talk to would be my buddy Fulton Liss. He was a world class tennis player. He hung out with Pancho Segura who was a world class player and hustler. Segura brought in his friend Bobby Riggs to play Fulton in California. Fulton was asked to look very bad in the warmup, throw the first two games, then beat the 65 year old Riggs for $10,000. Riggs was pissed he was set up, but he wrote the check. Sitting in the clubhouse after, Fulton asked Riggs if he threw the King match. Riggs answered: “All I can say is I was compensated very well.”
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2021.11.30 12:47 PomPomTheFurry Tomorrow arena rewards, I’m saving up to a huge gacha opening, who’s excited?
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