Help with my social life.

2021.10.16 13:52 Wooden_Ad9755 Help with my social life.

Info: I am Non-binary (leaning strongly towards feminine side) but my gender assigned at birth is male, I'm asexual and aromantic if that helps. I am a teenager in high school.
I think that I have always been sort of insecure, but never fully realised it. Sometimes the insecurity can fluctuate from quite high to almost non existent however, I think its starting to affect me more in different ways and only now am I starting to realise the negative effects it has had on me and my interactions with others.
So, from Kindergarten to 5th Grade I had friends and even best friends at points, but come middle school I had no friends. This was due to the fact that my family moved and I went to a middle school with new people in a new area. Naturally, I was upset about my new school and hated being there.
Anyway come to find out that I had 2 male cousins , let's call them B and K, in the same grade as me. Anyways I become good friends with them both but then K starts drifting away from our friend group and he joins the 'popular' group. Now me and B have a little animosity with K.
Fast forward to the present day and it's the 10th Grade, I barely speak to K and neither does B. I am in a small friend group with B and our mutual friends. Now the dilemma is that I want to branch out, and find new friends at my school. The main reason for this is I believe that It would be impossible to explore my hidden gender identity without the scrutiny of my my cousin/family. He is the sort of person who believes women and men cannot be friends and that any boy who hangs out with girls is either using them for ulterior motives (romantic or sexual) or is gay.
Now, I care a lot about the opinion of my family members including him, so being more 'open' with my gender identity could cause our entire relationship to end. He could end up telling our family members which would not be good.
Now there is this girl that I have befriended and I think we are getting on really well let's call her C. We are in a lot of the same class, we have the same interests (reality tv, soap operas, fashion, makeup, music, social justice, celebrity gossip and drama, IRL gossip and drama, other 'girly girl' stuff). The problem is anytime i see C in the hallway I get too scared to approach her because I'm sometimes socially awkward and a bit shy, but also I have to watch out for my cousin wondering why I'm speaking to a girl? I'm also really intimidated by her friends (one of them is a feminine boy like me) However, they are just scary so whenever she is with them I can't even muster up the courage to say 'Hi.' Most people think I'm a rude, feminine, loner, weirdo boy and don't speak to me that much.
TLDR; Male cousin thinks it's weird to be friends with girls and thinks feminine boys are really weird, Befriending girl but is scared to speak to her more due to social awkwardness and shyness.
Anyway teenage girls of Reddit I REALLY need your help on this one, I'm really stuck : /
Thanks, Bye!
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